Trust

In the last several weeks they have had to do extra bloodwork as we are watching Noah’s hemoglobin go down.  Hemoglobin is at 7.6, platelets and immature white blood cells have stayed almost exactly the same for the last several weeks.  He has had some sleepy days where he has a hard time staying awake long enough to eat.

Without realizing, I had grown accustomed to improvement, so hearing this news has been tough. “What if…” interrupts my thoughts.  Can I trust God even if my baby needs to be treated for Leukemia?  The answer is the same as before:

Almighty.  The Almighty God who established time, and ordains all things and works all things (all things!) for His glory and my good is with us.  Almighty God who had planned all and knew all, is with us through all.

Learning to trust.